Life must Go On

After all those years, life must go on. I tried living my life from scratch.  No matter what I hear and feel. I have been living my life like a living dead. More night outs with my best friends. Meeting more people meeting new friends, meeting new men.

Here comes the new life. It was one summertime during the sports festival in my mom's hometown. I joined the volleyball team with my best friends.  There I met my student's eldest brother.  We are all friends. No problem.

One time, I went out with Harriese to meet one of my former students at a bar[that student was over-aged for an elementary]. There, we again met my now life partner. At first, we were just joking. He said, "I love you." So I said O, I love you too. That all started a new relationship. I never thought that he was serious about it. It was a whirlwind romance though I wasn't sure if I really love him.  We were drunk so I didn't take his words to the heart. However, I realized that he was serious when he came to the house and talked to my parents.  From that moment, it turned so fast that after 3 months of knowing each other, we got married.

Everything was good. We had fun. Months went by and I felt like it was only a dream. I was thankful because he accepted me and the mistakes I did in the past. He said, he understood. Due to those past relationships, I couldn't give my 100% trust. I was too scared to trust, love, and fail again.  We had a lot of fights at the beginning because I don't back down whenever we had arguments. We dated though we were married. We go here and there.